Sin within

I set here and look deep
within, flowing with
hatred and sin! I'm fight
this flam with the
wildness of the wind!
I'm suffocating can't
breath! These thoughts
run wild the air is thin.
I'm falling I cant breath,
can't see, can't fell!
Numb hurting within!
Again filled with hatred
and sin! I fall I can't get
up I'm fading with every
heart beat! Again I'm
filled with hatred and
sin! I try and breath
taking it all in the heat
from the flam of this
Pain, hatred and sin! I black
out and with no doubt I
think about what Id do
if I could do it all again!
Remember thy hatred
and sin, it took me out
and no I'll never do it
aging! I dig deep so
deep….. to be
continue..