My cares that was crushed

I let you appear in the front page of my life.
I choose never to let you go,
Even if you never withhold me with dignity.

I shiver countless nights.
With my spine almost out of me,
With words you said almost without your heart.

 I got a stab from you a thousand times a heart beat.
Tears draining from eyes,
Enough to fill the might oceans.

You created a wrong impression of me,
With beings who never existed within my circle.
You let my cares waste,
Into the thin air.

I hope for a thousand nights and days,
to occur,
Where I can pour my cares,
Into the bowl of your soul.