Analysis of my condolences

i offered my  condolences to you
to show you.
i need you.
and i still love you.
but the pain in me, in more than i can bare.
as i stare at my life.
i still won't , you for my wife.
for the rest of my life.
but all i see in me , is my life,
is that for me?
so i can be free.
no, i'm not free.
all i won't is you, next to me.
so we can see, heaven someday.
what does it take ,
to fix the mistake.
that i made.
watching the tears.
fail from my eyes.
that i cry.
knowing someday,this day well come.
and i won't you by my side.
nowing that i offered my condolences,
will be anough, to seat you free