Analysis of Trust to Build

I know that you see how I am dignified...
No more excitement is found with my trust here.
I sit with a bunch of people every day,
Looking at some Game Guides and Comic Books,
And then something exciting happens all of a sudden,
I look through it and I gasp.

My trust is back, and finally built,
I am pure of my greedy insanity...
I get to do whatever I wanted to do,
And it becomes my career to do my hobby
I get to write poetry as if I wrote a song,
And it's a good coping skill when I'm angry,
So when I feel energy coming to me,
I want to let it bring me up to positivity.

And so I bring my positivity back to me,
For I know what is in store for me,
It's all I wanted...for people to leave me alone,
And let me be in peace all by myself.
I drink water to stay productive,
Yet I drink soda to give myself caffeine,
But instead I drink coffee from my local Dunkin Donuts,
Whenever I have access to the restaurant.

But when it comes time for me to sleep,
I have this dream about a girl I'm BFF's with,
Who moved away to North Carolina,
Thanks to our stupid state taxes rising so high.
But thanks to where I am at now,
I believe in a higher power above me,
One whose son is a mighty Savior,
And that same one who opens my Third Eye.

This one day I can bring that BFF back to me,
I pray to the Grand Old Devine for her to come back,
And I'll be whole again, not so devistated,
And my story may one day end...