Your Mistake

Your first mistake was loving someone who doesn’t know what love is. It was giving them the power to ruin you, giving them enough strength to crush your soul with two fingers, and even worse, a few words. That’s where all your strength went. That’s why you don’t have any strength left.
Your second mistake was telling them how much you need them. How your soul longed for something like this. How you can’t imagine long nights without them.
Your third mistake was falling too fast for the idea of who they were; the soft hints of hate you missed in their words, the points of concern you should’ve noticed.
Your fourth mistake was loving them more. Loving each little bruise, and bone. Being convinced each scar had a story, even when it didn’t. Connecting the freckles on their back into constellations and secretly wishing this would last forever.
Baby no, you can’t wish on starts that aren’t bright. And they, they were always dark and dull. They looked at you with bored eyes, you were always convinced they were only ever tired. They held you with careless, clumsy arms; arms that never shook from holding on too tight. You kissed with motionless lips, slept with a body and no soul…
But it’s not your fault. It’s easy to fall for an idea, especially when it’s got perfect blue eyes to get lost in, and a heartbeat that sounds like your favorite song…