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Throughout my lifetime, I have been diagnosed with bipolar I, borderline personality disorder, anxiety, ADHD, and OCD. However, no one is actually convinced or definite on any one diagnosis. Nevertheless, I seriously do not need any diagnosis to know who I am. I am Heather M Ryan, and I am beautifully crazy in my own chaotic way; I almost always have a method to my madness. These are my feelings, my opinions, and my own personal thoughts. I was born with a silver spoon in my mouth, but my life hasn't always been that way. I have been at most ends of the spectrum… rich and miserable, poor and madly in love, desperate, depressed, and homeless. Like my brain, I still have yet to find a happy medium in life. The last 45 years have left me in tears, shaking with fear and panic, running from a painful reality and past, the streets in the pouring down rain, homeless praying God would answer my prayers and send help, naked under the stars and in complete awe at how God works miracles just when you think all is lost. God has brought me from the deepest darkest depths of hell into the sunlight and has showered me with love and mercy time and time again. I look forward to enjoying this final chapter of my life with you and anyone else that would like to join us. You can follow me on Facebook at Heather M Ryan or visit my website at www.1hellofajourney.com.

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List of poems by HMRyan 40 total

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Violets Are Blue
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War of Passion
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Forever Soulmate
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Forbidden Love
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Winter’s Last Snowfall
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Love Meant to Be
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Games
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My Love
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Dead
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Luxury Life
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Look To Me
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War
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Mystery
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My Everything
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Lonely Hole
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Heavenly Dreams
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Panic!
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Missed
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Paradise
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Pothead
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Raw Soul
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So Far Away
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Unaware of Reality
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Pain
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O’ Father
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Lost
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The Cliff
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No One Knows
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Moving On
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Miserable
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Heaven and Hell
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Heart and Soul
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God Is Love
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Giving Up
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Finally!
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Endless Love
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Easter Prayer
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Confused By Love
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Changes
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An Angel's Composition
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