Through My Eyes I See a World of Blood

I'm tired of bleeding
I'm sick of my stupidity
I am finally alone
Something that ive always loathed
Yet it was always lurking in the back of my mind my entire life
My darkest fears are now coming true
I want someone to love me
To make everything okay
My body is always aching
And im wondering when im going to die
It's starting to get to me
So i'll just lay under this tree
And begin to starve myself
The sky is painted red throught my eyes
I'm more of an animal than a man
My life is only a pawn
I never get a break
Only in death
And this is no way to live my life
So im begging the starvation to kill me now