The Heart Beat Of Eternity

I don’t know if I should tell you how I truly feel?
What about if I get hurt and can never feel love that was amazingly real?
Do you honesty feel the same way as I do?
Or are you just playing games just trying to help me so my emotions won’t turn blue?
We had so many memories from last December till now to this very day,
I’m just wishing that maybe we’ll meet again someday.
Now since you’re leaving and we won’t keep in touch anymore,
My heart can’t help the feeling of growing painfully sore.
I’m gasping and suffocating for breath, I’m trying to breathe but I’m failing and I can’t seem to get any of it not even a small air.
I don’t know why but maybe because I know you’re not going to be there.
I love you so much I wish you can see,
But I guess letting go is where it’s going to be.
I don’t know what I can do without you in my life,
For without you my life would be full of loneliness and strife.
I wish you can see the love within me,
But I don’t want to force you; I just want you to be happy and free.
If there is a time in our life when one of us will move on,
I know we’ll be apart because we will hear our voices linger in the air playing our song.
The song in which I dedicate to both of us which is called, “Leave out all the rest”.
You know why? Because from my eyes to yours all I can say is you’re the very best.
The love is so deep I can’t express my heart to you,
Because every time I try I tend to laugh with everything you say and do.
I don’t know why? Maybe because I love you with all my heart and will till we die.
If ever you move on and found someone better than I,
I’ll understand and smile but then later on I’ll cry.
I will be happy for you and will hide the pain inside,
Because baby I don’t want you to get hurt for the feeling that I hide.
I want you to be happy and your parents also too,
Because baby I thank you for all that you do.
I know it’s hard because were young and don’t know what the future holds later on,
But I promise to hold on and to be strong.
I wonder if you really feel the same way as I do,
Because baby I feel it’s meant to be and its true.
It may not be perfect nor may it be right,
But I’m still holding on because I think of you day in and day night.
Even though my parents and you tell me I deserve so much better than what I have right now,
But I can’t help but disagree because it’s you who made everything with a wonderful feeling of love;
Just like my love and compassion for cows.
Baby if you want just let me go,
For your suffering inside, should I even know?
I can’t help this feeling anymore of being a part,
I know your trying not to hurt me but it’s killing my heart.
Mann baby I wish you could tell me how you truly feel,
Whether it hurts me to know the truth and what you’re trying to conceal.
Maybe you really don’t love me maybe just as friends,
Because it seems like it’s time you want it to end.
Maybe you do and it’s hard for you to say,
Because each time you try things just seem to get in the way.
Maybe your confused as I am and don’t know what to do,
Because were stuck to know what each other’s feeling and what is new.
Well I don’t know and I can’t say,
All I can do is just dream of you everyday.
Baby you know how I truly feel, please do not leave me here alone without you,
for there’s nothing that I can or will do.
I miss you everyday were a part,
Even more when were not close at heart.
Do not forget me and please tell me soon how you truly feel,
Or else I’ll die here without you not knowing the truth and what is real.
Right now all I can say is baby I love you and will wait for you like the sunset on the beach,
Even though were far apart and out of reach.
No matter how long it takes or what will happen between us two,
Just remember you’ll always be mine, my forever, my eternity you.

By: Rochelle Neria
2009