Lonely me

Looking up at the only star visible in my sight.
Noticing itz loneliness,but yet it shines so bright.
Reminding me of the way i am,feelings of
distance.drops of sadness turns to laughter
resisting assistance.Even though my heart
feels empty,its fullfilling meaningless desires.
Here i am wishing upon that star,because
noone seemsto understandbut i'll get through
this with great intentions Hoping more than anything,
that I reach higher than anyone's expectation.
Love is the emblem of my soul that
feeds me the happiness I console.
It mends me, heart, spirit, body and mind,
seeking what i'll probably never find.
I am a mystery needing to be solved,a
problem that really cannot be resolved.Just
wanting to be healed sick of all the
misunderstandings, envy.
dreaded emotions that are revealed.
Needing a friend,that needs me as much asi'm needing them.