Culminating in my Mind

Clearly I see the changes in time.
Aging slowly conspicuously creeping in.
Enduring life's immeasurable difficulty's.
Witnessing uncontrollable
predestination course of events,
Or how much is choice?
POSSIBLY: convenient opportunity acceptable
adequate to bare.
How often do I choose my destination?
Was I hindered and held down?
Regrets cut deep penetrating the soul
Leaving a ghostly residue of shame, disappointment,
remorse.
QUESTIONS CONTEMPLATED:
Was I humane,compassionate,generous,benevolent,
enough?
At times was I blind to other's unable to see?
unforgiving flood of barren,desolate,void.

THE Judgment's
CAST on ME I HOLD to MYSELF!