Death

When I am dead a few poor souls shall grieve
     As I grieved for my brother long ago.
     Scarce did my eyes grow dim,
     I had forgotten him;
     I was far-off hearing the spring winds blow,
     And many summers burned
     When, though still reeling with my eyes aflame,
     I heard that faded name
     Whispered one Spring amid the hurrying world
     From which, years gone, he turned.

     I looked up at my windows and I saw
     The trees, thin spectres sucked forth by the moon.
     The air was very still
     Above a distant hill;
     It was the hour of night's full silver moon.
     'O are thou there my brother?' my soul cried;
     And all the pale stars down bright rivers wept,
     As my heart sadly crept
     About the empty hills, bathed in that light
     That lapped him when he died.

     Ah! it was cold, so cold; do I not know
     How dead my heart on that remembered day!
     Clear in a far-away place
     I see his delicate face
     Just as he called me from my solitary play,
     Giving into my hands a tiny tree.
     We planted it in the dark, blossomless ground
     Gravely, without a sound;
     Then back I went and left him standing by
     His birthday gift to me.

     In that far land perchance it quietly grows
     Drinking the rain, making a pleasant shade;
     Birds in its branches fly
     Out of the fathomless sky
     Where worlds of circling light arise and fade.
     Blindly it quivers in the bright flood of day,
     Or drowned in multitudinous shouts of rain
     Glooms o'er the dark-veiled plain -
     Buried below, the ghost that's in his bones
     Dreams in the sodden clay.

     And, while he faded, drunk with beauty's eyes
     I kissed bright girls and laughed deep in dumb
     trees,
     That stared fixt in the air
     Like madmen in despair
     Gaped up from earth with the escaping breeze.
     I saw earth's exaltation slowly creep
     Out of their myriad sky-embracing veins.
     I laughed along the lanes,
     Meeting Death riding in from the hollow seas
     Through black-wreathed woods asleep.

     I laughed, I swaggered on the cold hard ground -
     Through the grey air trembled a falling wave -
     'Thou'rt pale, O Death!' I cried,
     Mocking him in my pride;
     And passing I dreamed not of that lonely grave,
     But of leaf-maidens whose pale, moon-like hands
     Above the tree-foam waved in the icy air,
     Sweeping with shining hair
     Through the green-tinted sky, one moment fled
     Out of immortal lands.

    One windless Autumn night the Moon came out
     In a white sea of cloud, a field of snow;
     In darkness shaped of trees,
     I sank upon my knees
     And watched her shining, from the small wood
     below -
     Faintly Death flickered in an owl's far cry - -
     We floated soundless in the great gulf of space,
     Her light upon my face -
     Immortal, shining in that dark wood I knelt
     And knew I could not die.

     And knew I could not die - O Death, didst thou
     Heed my vain glory, standing pale by thy dead?
     There is a spirit who grieves
     Amid earth's dying leaves;
     Was't thou that wept beside my brother's bed?
     For I did never mourn nor heed at all
     Him passing on his temporal elm-wood bier;
     I never shed a tear.
    The drooping sky spread grey-winged through my
    soul,
     While stones and earth did fall.

    That sound rings down the years - I hear it yet -
     All earthly life's a winding funeral -
     And though I never wept,
     But into the dark coach stept,
     Dreaming by night to answer the blood's sweet call,
     She who stood there, high-breasted, with small,
     wise lips,
     And gave me wine to drink and bread to eat,
     Has not more steadfast feet,
     But fades from my arms as fade from mariners'
     eyes
     The sea's most beauteous ships.

     The trees and hills of earth were once as close
     As my own brother, they are becoming dreams
     And shadows in my eyes;
     More dimly lies
     Guaya deep in my soul, the coastline gleams
     Faintly along the darkening crystalline seas.
     Glimmering and lovely still, 'twill one day go;
     The surging dark will flow
     Over my hopes and joys, and blot out all
     Earth's hills and skies and trees.

     I shall look up one night and see the Moon
     For the last time shining above the hills,
     And thou, silent, wilt ride
     Over the dark hillside.
     'Twill be, perchance, the time of daffodils -
     _'How come those bright immortals in the woods?
     Their joy being young, didst thou not drag them all
     Into dark graves ere Fall?'_
     Shall life thus haunt me, wondering, as I go
     To thy deep solitudes?

     There is a figure with a down-turned torch
     Carved on a pillar in an olden time,
     A calm and lovely boy
     Who comes not to destroy
     But to lead age back to its golden prime.
     Thus did an antique sculptor draw thee, Death,
    With smooth and beauteous brow and faint sweet
     smile,
     Not haggard, gaunt and vile,
     And thou perhaps art thus to whom men may,
     Unvexed, give up their breath.

    But in my soul thou sittest like a dream
    Among earth's mountains, by her dim-coloured
    seas;
     A wild unearthly Shape
     In thy dark-glimmering cape,
     Piping a tune of wavering melodies,
     Thou sittest, ay, thou sittest at the feast
     Of my brief life among earth's bright-wreathed
     flowers,
     Staining the dancing hours
     With sombre gleams until, abrupt, thou risest
     And all, at once, is ceased.