I Will Get You

I hate to leave you....

You know I love you
But I hate it that I love you
'Cause you only cause me pain
My heart aches because of you.
But my mind aches for you
My hand struggles not to touch you
How can I sleep without my lips Tasting you, nibbling you
Savoring your sweetness
In my mouth

Yet, I have to

In this love-hate relationship
Only I think of you
Only I wait for you
Only I look at you from a distance
Maybe it is a one-sided kind of love

But love is love

I know I will be back
When I am ready
To control my hunger for you
To control my mind
Not to often think of you

When I will not be in pain anymore
When you can't hurt me anymore.

I hate to hate you
My chocolate.