Way to long

I've noticed a lot since I've been with you.
I noticed how I let my guard down and you
broke my heart. Just to use me, and watch me
Fall apart.  You want me here but, you don't
You think I can't feel it everytime you look at
Me ?  I'm sick of handling everything on my
Own, while you sit back and drink & smoke
Play on your phone.
If you really cared you would see my sadness
Sitting in my closet you know I've been crying, down deep inside I feel like dying.
3 years has been way to long ,
Knowing you never wanted me at all..