Bad at Luv

…..Cuz I’m bad at luv. I don’t want to love anyone because I have fears that I’ll be broken, broken into pieces. Very small pieces of a puzzle that he won’t know to complete me. Taking for a joke like it’s a game and the only person I’ll have is myself to blame. Cuz I’m bad at luv. All this pain I’ve endured headaches, breakups, divorce, choosing the wrong friends- should I let it be or try to mend them. So many bad choices cuz I’m bad at luv. Don’t know what’s right or wrong anymore. Should I go with what my heart feels or what my mind says, I’m so confused. My mind is racing. My palms are sweating. I’m overheating….. I mean overthinking everything because I’m bad at luv.