Nothingness

I awaken everyday to the lack of emotion ,
Searching for what I once had ,
Vitality, Drive , or was it ambition ?
Perhaps I’m just sad .

Another day of nothingness,
Hating myself for who I became,
The decisions that I made
The life of a hero who realized he was actually the villain.
Rolling in regret it adheres to me, It bleeds me , and I feel nothing nowadays.

I want to do nothing ,
I want to be nothing ,
I Fucking am nothing ,
Nobody to me or you

But I’d let you be someone to me , if you let me .
I’d tie you up and make you feel something .
Bound for a moment in tranquility we will both be set free .
I will deliver you ecstasy and leave once it’s stirred.
Only for the moment , That will be ensured
For getting to close to me is a dangerous game I’ve seen it all before .

To make you feel something is all I desire in this world, anymore . To delude you from the fact that I have nothing else to give to a beautiful girl