Facing The Fear

Just All guessing games,
But at least I did face my fear,
To my discontent......
Doctors and the medical field cant help me though I did confirm rights in tears.

But even Before Obama care......
I stood my ground,
Not about physical therapy,
Their jobs not my concern found.......

I can put myself through pain
No physical therapist in need,
They are there for the doctors
And INSURANCE COMPANIES INDEED.

What is the hope
I ask myself why?
I did walk away from a car accident
When the next 20 years slowly a part of me died.

Changing perspectives
Always trying to survive,
What scales do then balance
Being right doesnt always strive........

Optimistic levels
For back to the start,
Whats the only difference?
Just years apart.

Trust is a fragile and needed element
No doctorials needed in experiment.