Why AGAIN I GAIN

Why Again.I Gain
Why am I bold to the things
that ain't bold to me?why am I bold to
the people who are not bold for me?

Why am I still a living jesus as if a am, while
People around me are opposite? why again and again
I keep on gaining more of Pain ?why do I stand?

"I no longer care." but the moment I say so I really
regret those words because that's when I really care.
Why am SAMSON while they just see me as trash
Why am I?

Why am I living? What is the purpose?
What is the reason? I prefer leaving instead of
Living just like the one's who left
© 7 hours ago, Ndumiso