How can I

How can I give you full secure live with it words just us
When can I approach your face with a soft and gentle touch ,
How long do I have to wait until you realize , I am only acting up because I love you so much,
Is this just to plain to say it is it at the point where exhaustion is an other way , to express how you can make me Wait until I ask myself how can I anticipate,
When you depreciate the woman I know I am , is this just date  me into my place,
Because no call for sacred grace , I know you're time I must waste it is this just an assumption that is written all over your face,
How can I be that ace ,
The  you save for last  from your taking a blast  of having one,
I  want to shed dark clouds in the moments of us having fun
I just can't see it future without it being done maybe to become one is what we need to over come , these proceeds, of  greed no  self reliance weird science and your reliance is upon those who form a strange alliance with no guidance who am someone you would penetrate made it worth the wait but no longer is this true i don't know what to do  , im so confused and your getting abused through the excuse of existing  so resisting I am what you are missing the best thing which is interesting...