Hear me out

Life threw me into this situation
I feel I'm drowning into the sea of sorrow
You seem quite happy
Do you have any extra that I can borrow?
I'm unable to bear, unable to share
That Deep down I'm buried in my own grave
Trying to ignore my pain, not to go insane
Seeking all the chances to be saved
Is there someone, who can hear me out
Is there somewhere, I can stand and shout
Stabbed my brain, killed me already
all these thoughts, can't they choose another route?
I've been through much, I've survived enough
How many more of these darts would be thrown?
I'm done with this forceful disguise
All I seek for is a life of my own.