With and without me

When I changed my entire world to be happy,
Hear you came along so very fast,
In my heart I pictured us lasting forever
With a sacred bond one that will last.
You said you would never judge me,
Or criticize me about my past,
Yet some days you can't even communicate with me,
Making me doubt our love will truly last,
You swore you wouldn't lie to me,
Always tell the truth to me,
Yet here we are not knowing what's going to happen now,
With you being how you are and me being the new me.
I no longer need my crutch for my pain,
That is one thing I know to be true,
All I wanted was to have and keep my soulmate,
So many years ago when I got a visit from you.
You are so many of my smiles,
All the laughter and romance I need
Without you my heart pores it's feelings out to everyone,
While my spirit and soul crys and begins to bleed.