The dreadful waking up

Why do I have to wake up?
Why to suffer one more day?
Why asleep couldn't I stay?
Asleep where there is not another day
And I don't have to live without her again
Oh, what pain just waking up
I'll sleep for all eternity
Just not to feel her absence
I've cried now more than ever, still not enough
The day's a damned time now
Why do I have to live it through
I wish I didn't write this down
And be with her instead
'Cuz there's no reason anymore to
Wake up and see the day