Poem about my feelings

This i feel,
So empty.
So weightless.
The world buzzes around me.
People left and right,
people everywhere
Always asking, "why?"

This i feel,
So full of thoughts,
So heavy,
The world is quiet.
I'm left alone with my thoughts.
Things get hard
I cry.
And cry.
And cry.

This i feel,
So alone
So afraid
But yet,
So loved
So safe.
Why do i feel like this?

This i feel,
Anger
Sadness
Hatred
Happy
Confused

Let me be better.
Let me be better.
Please?

This i feel,
A strong feeling towards them
Hatred
Abadonment
Sadness

This i feel,
So many things
All bottled up
Only for me.