Lone wolf lack of courage

I’ll be lying to myself If I said it’s getting easier for me by the day.

I know everything is in God’s hands but at even at my  weakest (I’ll ask Lord to give me strength)

To have it all then to lose it all it does sting in my mouth leaves me with a sour taste.

I try to make sense of everything as I go still not getting all the answers (but Im still holding onto bit a faith.)
 
I try to silence the loud thoughts that  constantly runs back of my mind.

As time sits still (impatiently waiting for everything to take off once again Im just here swinging back & forth this so called ride)

To Speak life into my self once again I been numb for too long just trying to keep hope alive.

I don’t remember the time ever felt as If I was at home.

I’m misunderstood by most, as others run in a pack but got too comfortable with just being alone.

I try to drown my inner demons
but they all learn how to float.

What’s doesn’t kill you what makes you stronger but I still left alone with same quote.

The whole world can turn they’re back on me (I’ll refuse save myself to sell my soul.)

LORD THIS WALK HASNT BEEN EASY BUT ILL PICK UP THE CROSS ✝️ TAKE ME WHERE EVER YOU WANT ME GO.

#LetGodLetGo #LoneWolf #poetry