Intentions of the Competition

I can see the "Intentions of the Competition" is not the same to me as it is to you, supposed to be a bestie yet I know for sure it's competition trying to sneak like a snake on the creep, built on deceit; it's crystal clear to me don't for a muthaf~€kin second I got it misconstrued.
Intentionally to me it's gone cause some issues, on the level honestly; we have opposing views, not to mention I can see where it's headed, embedded permanently implanted in the corner of my mind tagged like graffiti or a tattoo.
"Intentions of the Competition" it's in the best interest to never meet or speak, from a born competitor, trained for battle a soldier more like a predator, I'm telling ya. I am truly something to the like that most not familiar, veteran Street wise deep ties  lethal as a triple compound cocaine, heroin, and Fentanyl.
Standing tall on all ten; on God forgive me on my word, my life, my balls.
Highly volatile when agitated, unnerved unafraid when irritated; constantly I'm saying it ain't a game when the trumpet/whistle/ horn sounds off,  hounds of war released to destroy, ain't no calling it off could lead to blood clots and final coughs as the last of one our breathe slowly seeps out. "Intentions of the Competition" rotating  repetitions in my mind, I heed the signs don't need no herb or alcohol sober mind ain't going in blind.
Am I wasting my time should I fall back now and let it go before I lose myself, nothing is worth feeling played or a side dick; really not worth hitting or getting lit with a stick. Flip the switch off automatically dramatically confrontational with combative tactics
Situation's getting sticky, my trusted trying to convince; it's a friend thing the deeper I get the thicker the mud, the "Intentions of the Competition" I'm illustrating the portrait couldn't create it more vivid or clearer than the great Davinci get the picture, still I know shawtey clearly ain't listening. It could be all be so simple Intentions of Completion rather than competition instead ignoring the resistance of fake friend shit. Unspoken rules principles and values we know the truth.
Circumstances and repercussions are serious as a sentence potential lifetime conviction. Is it karma No threat to me really like a hunter with a steak on a plate, shake the sauce fork and to meat time to eat "Intentions of the Competition"