Never knowing why?

                                      Never knowing Why?

As the sun starts to set in the sky, sunfall is so beautiful .
With him by my side he confesses his love to me under the stars in the night sky.  
We sat beside the lake benethe the tress, kissing each other's lips ,hoping and praying this moment with never die.
Only once the moon had disappeared and the sun started to rise my heart had been ripped apart when he said goodbye.
No matter how I may try you can still hear the painful scream my heart cries.
Now many days turned to many years passed,and I had to face this man again I'm not sure I will make it out of this alive this time.
He's always been my soul mate the one I knew that God made special for me .
How can I say goodbye without you here by my side I'm starting to die inside.
Can't make him love me even tho I've tried and tried , having to finally face the truth no more lies.
His love and lust once had for me  has grown cold withered up and died.
So I try and say the hardest words I will ever say my lips shaking thru the painful words like thorns across my lips. Goodbye my only true love goodbye. I'll love u always and forever goodbye......