Incomplete

I'm sitting in the bosom of my incomplete world
At once, the core is starting to pain so bad.
Want to throw everything in backyard.
Because I can't get it, 'why?' and that's sad.
It's like I want it, but it's not right,
Or it's right but don't want that card
I chose and what if it comes out to be wrong,
Oh! My hands are trembling, Dad!
I can't decide even though I can't hide
Should I hold it tight or make it an aimless bird
I was asked once what I actually want
And my mouth fluttered to utter a word
Someone's there in front of me, making
Me to choose between, oh! But it's so hard
It's all because of your statement,
"Dependent person can't wish the wish they had."
Even IDK can I do it or not & thinking all night till morning to night like mad.
Let me flow in the flow of my life, after
trying so hard to do what you want, dad.
Let me fill my hole and complete my goal, and make satisfaction add.