Choices

So many choices
To make.
So many voices
I have to take

Into consideration.

All the what's ifs and why's
All the corruption and lies.
No one knows what I keep locked inside.

I write my pain down on this page
But even that doesn't stop my rage.

Somethings gotta give
I can no longer live

In this hell, like I'm trapped in a cell.

A cell inside my mind
Just wanna unwind
And learn to be kind
But I can't rewind

The past, it all happened so fast.
My insanity has surpassed.

Don't even recognize myself anymore.
I'll never be the person I was before
Why can't I just ignore

All my thoughts, and my troubles.
But when I try, my anxiety only doubles.

I seek the peace I used to know.
So maybe one day I can grow.