"I miss hopeful days of Inspirations"

I  remember when I needed lifting up
a helping hand so I won't be alone.
I remember the advice that you gave it's an inspirational thing much appreciated, and I feel grateful.

I remember all the talks, not even a couple of weeks, and I still feel sore that I let you go so that I can grow.

but i don't feel like I've grown,
 in two weeks
you are the one who gave me hope the most,now the hope is gone in me.

I don't feel the same something is missing...

I feel so blue, and I don't know what to do. I can't get sessions of therapy outta my head,I'm in a spin.

It hasn't been long since I've been gone, but to me, it feels like months and months.

I miss Wednesday's sessions  that was my day that i felt alive for once, and now my days seem longer like I'm missing a piece of who i once was.

I had inspiration in my soul,i looked forward to that day every week I had hope in me I felt refreshed,I was working on me slowly and at my own time.

Changes are hard on my soul...

 I felt alive even though I was struggling with so many emotions you helped me see right through and gave me hope to lift my head once more,your inspiration and just your presence gave me the power to rise up,i try to push and push and still I am.

It's been weeks and I feel weak inside I'm missing the pieces that you helped me put together I can't fix it the only way is for you to be in it and it's too late it's all too late,now I gotta go and find my own ways.

 I gotta forget  the sessions, i gotta brake the hopeful days i gotta wipe my head clean and move forwards but how when apart of myself was sessions with you i dont know if i want anybody new no more im so blue am I insane in my brain, why can't I move forward ,why do I feel stuck?

Oh, i wish god would answer me...

The Inspiration in you gave me
hopeful days,
hopeful sessions and
that I will pass the hope along in some ways for my future to better.

I want you know that you mended my heart with hopeful sessions, and I miss that it's not the same,it doesn't feel the same.

I feel hopeless inside more and more because that hopeful inspiration is not there.

Girl,
I just really miss our
session,you gave me better days with hope on the way.

-Lenamarie Clark
8/25/23