Was it meant to be

Was it always meant to be ?
Was this world set up for me to feel this way or even Be this way.
I can’t live this way.
Maybe he walked a road that I know have to Finnish, there isn’t even time to replenish or even embellish the situations I find myself in.
Karma is woman I’d hate to upset, her actions can never be anticipated, like “ okay this is next” who decides who goes to when there’s unfinished business? Okay fine I’ll wait till you’re finished