Obsessed

I can't stop obsessing about you me when we were Us I fell asleep thinking about you. I wake up and my first thought is you. I wish we were still us. I can't understand how I can even think that way. So many memories swirl around in my mind my brain is on overload. I asked myself why is this so hard to just stop obsessing let go. The mental breakdown turns I'm too emotional torture I sent myself out of it cuz I just can't stop myself and I'm falling to pieces. I wonder are you happier with her was I not good enough why her not me wasn't our love real. I don't even know why I need these answers all I know is I just do. This is fashion of you is taking control of my life and I begged myself please just let him go.