MADE ME A MESS

How strange it feels when it rains,
Everything is gone, just the suffering remains.
Day to night, my struggles in vain,
Wake up in the morning and here we go again.
What the heck is life? Someone come and explain,
A cigar in my mouth with a bottle of champagne?
Everything we do, you are at the gain,
You took a lot from me but what about pain?

Sometimes I even forget my name,
Forget who I was and the hell I became.
I am not the someone people think or claim,
Yeah, not so smart but not so lame.
Sweet memories locked in a photo frame,
"To be happy again"- is my life's aim.
All are same, stop playing stupid games,
If you're hurting someone, it's a matter of shame.

These days life is quite full of stress,
The feeling is strange, No! I can't express.
Same world, same me, even same dress,
I even didn't get time to change my address.
'Gadget, phone, games' Dude are you obsessed?
I bet you're depressed, if you're answer's yes.
More problems, more cries, just happiness is less,
Oh Shitty world! You made me a mess!!