vices
I take these pills to numb my pain
I take these pills
I take these pills to feel happy and free
The addiction now seems never ending
Everlasting
Without these pills, I am scared nothing will go right
I have no hope and I think I can't fight it
I think I need them
I want to quit and be happy on my own
They have me in their grip but I have to keep going
I am not myself without my little vice
I'm not the same and I just don't know if I can face it
But I have to
I have to be strong for my future
I have to hold on
I have to prove the negativity wrong
And be my best self
Without this vice
I know I can do it
My inner voice whispers
but where is she when I'm in withdrawals
so timid and quiet then
But yet I will fight this
And I will win
Starting tonight, I will put the bottle down.
I will send myself so much self love that it overflows into generations to come.
Self love self love self love
That will save me.
~Tinita Yarris
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raw and real about addiction
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Written on May 23, 2023
Submitted by tinitamaria on May 23, 2023
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Closest metre | Iambic tetrameter |
Characters | 947 |
Words | 217 |
Stanzas | 5 |
Stanza Lengths | 5, 5, 8, 6, 4 |
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