The disease of Me"ism

No! for what my tears flow here
Why for blabbers in sea near
Then also for to put down the head
Under the pillow night in the bed

Abolish mumbled when am there
From the chorus is for the case?
Word which I layed mostly I downed
May from the mouth who to me friend

Hm! The right to borrow but on no
Reasoned case from me to know
Drama rip the loved one monopoly
In my heart blood became grownfully

The only one is the reasoned for me
Third eyed crueled enemy
Notice the some loosed unpositive
For what? Any for overhauled negative

I tired…..seriously am tired on life
According to me hearts swings on knife
Thank god for give me brave
And am asking for grow

From blind to light
For a cleared eye to sight
Lastly, am writing with tears
For a good not asking a day but seconds!