My lovely Ms. Tulip

I basked in the sunshine 
Left you in June
When your bud tried to bloom 
But I disappear like gloom 

"BRB" you told me 
But after the spring, I left thee hengen 
In the midst of what I called Compassionate Love...
Love. Love. Love.

But spring passed by, 
And I let you down, you told me you need me ASAP
But I hide— then you said bye 
I thought it was a better way, but "were done." 

Can I call myself toxic? 
Just as others said, I am a walking chaotic 
that our love turns into sour bye
(sighed)

Morning sun, our Love fell down,
Just your water'd eyes— your heart shattered in the ground
Lovely Tulip!  Please smile. 
Bloom in April please.... don't die!

Lovely Tulip, smile like the sun
But I overdone. And now your Gone.
It keeps us in our safe place
Choosing your inner peace

My lovely Ms. Tulip 
Looking for you from afar...