Never enough

Never enough,
Often I set and wonder why I don't measure up, I've fought so hard to change my stripes, to be what I thought this world needed me to be, no more will I sit back and wonder why, why no matter what I do it's never enough, I deny my own character and hide,  I tried to be soft, tried to find Love, I no longer think it exists. She taught me how to feel so that she could use it to hurt me, she gave me the world to take it away, no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much of myself I gave up, it was never enough. I thought that she was the problem and kept trying. I see things differently now, I've been doing it all wrong, the world has gone soft, that doesn't mean I have to, maybe people like me are the only way for this world to be free.