My sacrifice my vow

Dear miss lola bunny
If ever You doubt my promises.
A little perspective goes a long way. As in comparison,
This intense Love I hold just for You ever so close.
Guides my fight through the night in a distant land.
Forging this fire burned from a spark of desired moments.
Lonely it may be.
Surrounded by pain and suffering.
Even knowing days might run out for me
Battling not just mentality
But a reality that needs saving from itself.
When war awakens true identities.
Forcing some to leave everything behind
Families and wives,  sometimes their lives.
As that's the ultimate price. Being a hero to save lives.
Laying it all on the line Selflessly for someone else.
This passionate Love I deeply express just for You.
Compares to a soldier Going to war with only memories to keep alive…
This has been and will be my sacrifice my vow. As you (Lizzie),
Mean everything to me, even with distance creating silence,
My love will never change.
Working on myself waiting for You.
Societies misplaced virtue.
Letting you be in peace.
Not hearing from me.
But knowing a glimpse my way from You,
Could lighten your mood. As the words from my brain
negotiate with my heart which is  all about you.
No longer can I deny in my mind
Your the muse  behind these eyes.
As you have always been the Love of my life.
Will you be my wife?