Lost At Sea

Being without you feels like being lost at sea
 With no compass or sense of  where to go
Spending all my days and nights thinking about you
My emotions are ripples that transform into waves
The inconsistency of each one make me restless and need for resolve
When I see you its like seeing land from afar
Happiness in an instant and a sense of clarity rises within me .
But just as I catch a glimpse of you
I get swept back out to sea
As the waves return me back to a lost state
Only to start my search again