Complicate

I feel nothing, at the same time feel everything.
Without purpose or plan I wonder why?
Everything I try, goes away.

I keep to myself, set the goal and find a way, not to lose control.
The feeling in my gut is sinking,
sometimes it all feels like, too much.

Thoughts get lost, moving too fast.
Doors in my head, too many broken, no way to open.
I try and express the feeling within but isn't accepted.

They said they want to help but don't want to hear,
so, they treat like I'm demented.
It is easy for them to reject what they can't understand.