Thank you God

I know i have continually given into my flesh
instead of trusting in you and standing strong on faith,
I respond and react in greedy ways.
I'm so sorry father God, pleae forgive me.
I need you, in so many ways lord
every day im learning
every day i'm changing.
I don't care for the weakness i've got,
all i want and ask for
is that you don't leave me,
no matter the poor choices i make.
Lord, please.
The and sadness is too hard for me to shake,
I come to you with everything in me,
down on my knees,
asking/pleading
for restoration/deliverance/healing over my husband on through to our children.
Help me to embrace all of this as well as to understand
everything you're showing me and doing in my life.
I really want to do right lord,in your eyes
not mine.
Thank you for every unseen blessing,
through the ungrateful thoughts and feelings,
you still have yet to leave me
among everything lord, please HELP me!
I'm begging you to strengthen my waknesses,
please don't ever let me give up/quit
I'm ready father god, lets do this.