Validate

This life is for me
My innocence is a blank page
My life was a few mundane lines
before I met you...
Your presence tells it all
dictating the pace
scratching a signature
Validating my worth

Divine Pretending
Untouchable you are
All and nothing you are,
everything in my privacy
nothing outside that realm
to feel the moment ...

Elevate me to level high
Just to hear me crash
my own structural being
It’s all right
I’m so tired to save myself...
Emotion free without you
It’s hard to know
Something was wrong
Until I crash into you

in a 5 second nap
I caught you in a dream
I felt the pressure of your teeth
Ripping my lips
As I groove to the sound of you
exerting the fear of failure
sinking to the game you played

I bled the distance
of your lips from edge to edge
It’s a scarred, irreversible damage
I feel so symbolic
And I’m comfortably numb  

let's have a toast
salivate in my cup
restrain the angel side of you
unleash the soft beast of you on me
I crave the damage you bring ...  

find me
rip me apart
make this sacrifice vicious
memorable,
decree me a poster child
I want to feel my identity,
refine the diamond in me
I don’t want to feel lost by anyone
I'm tired of being vague
find me inside me & validate me.