Soul of blood

God-full-of-mercy,

How can I've faith in you anymore,
as you've ripped my soul
And turned me into a cadaver.

How can you have no guilt?
While taking life of a man with the warmest soul
Why are you blind against people who aren't even worthy to live!

Oh Lord of the spirit,

You  only bespeak after agony
everyone deserves ecstasy,
But when his time of glory came; You took him beyond the veil. How didn't your soul tremble? When you saw his blood of tears

Without him, everything seems dark and scary
What was left in my prayers, Answer me almighty!

I'm half a heart without him,
Like half an arrow is still in my chest;
I'm drowned in my own tears ;
and yet no one to hold me tight!

 Oh God -of -mercy,

How can you be so desensitized?