Phoenix arises from lost hope

Memories are my pain , throne from my past
Aches more when I am alone , being idle
I smile infront of society , fly like a bird
Darkness wipes my tears and hide my real self
My dreams were burned, I lost my hope
Failure was my fear, I regained my strength
Ashes of my dream turned as phoenix
Learned from my flaws, back to battlefield
I strengthen my spirit with knowledge and willpower
Sharpened my mind and changed my attitude
No, I need to fight for my life
Not aware when I will succeed
I am sure,one day I get through