Omitted Words

Unsavory days with you have been rather strange
Wrote couple of letters to you, ended with ashes
How could i master the courage to say what I think?
Do you even trust a word i say, or its all a game?
Forgot how nice it is to look into your eyes
That glimmer in your smile questions my honesty
confidence shaken down by every giggle you share
its a battle trying to hold kisses for your lips I yearn for
susceptible to every word shared, I find myself staring
could never have the courage to say the words I want
Needed to hear your voice just to get up
Wills of a speechless men I have come to know
cheers of a mute man i cherish to their full extent
Beauty seen by a blind man i have appreciated
Yet noise heard through deaf ears, i disapproved off
Its never one with your voice on it, not one of melody
All i wanted was to fall for you without barriers
without the complications of our apart worlds
love of comics we share and hoped more could come
life took a turn when all my bad decisions came back
you want peace i could never understand or give
all i can ever promise is a bit of drama and crazy fun