Many years passed

What am I supposed to say ,when I will meet him this time,years have passed in this thought.                                                           Will I be able to protect my heart from his piercing eyes,years have passed in this thought.                                                                Well in dreams i had told him many times,will I be able to say that in reality,years have passed in this thought.   By whose name my every poem begins ,is he going to be mine years have passed in this thought.                                                          In whose thoughts i am constantly involved Shams,is he ever going to think of mine,my entire life passed in this thought.