not okay

i was a kid who never speaks
because of my rosey cheeks
i didn't want people around me
just so i can feel free

i was called unique
although i was weak
i wish i was unique in another way

i wish i was the girl who doesn't care about how much she weighs
maybe my problems would go away?
but everybody says that iam the one that let them stay?!
they the people who made me feel this way should pay
for making me feel NOT OKAY