My Guardian Angel

Rick Blankenship at 2:15 pm today is the day that I dread every month. I can't believe it has been 5 months already. I still feel like this is a bad dream that I just can't wake up from. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and miss you terribly.

If I could make a lifetime wish a dream that would come true, I pray everyday for You!
A thousand words can't bring you back I know I have tried, neither will a thousand tears trust me I've cried.
You left behind our broken hearts and a lot of good memories too, However all I ever wanted was just You!

My eyes fills up with tears, my heart is broken into a million pieces as silence fills my ears. I remember back on this dreadful day 5 months ago without a clue of what was to be, when God called you home and took you away from me. The loss of you has left my heart so shattered that even a band-aid can't fix, I miss your laugh, hugs, jokes, and kisses on my lips.

20 years we lived as one standing stronger than when we first begun. This thing called "life" without you has changed me. I'm not the same person anymore, how could I be? I just have to figure out how to live for me.

Rick I was Never ready for you to leave, however I promise to keep your memory alive by speaking your name, telling your story and continue loving you even though nothing in life is the same. I wish I had one more chance to tell you all the things I wanted to before God took you away. Please know I will continue loving you day after day. You were my Best Friend and Soulmate and nobody will ever that that away. Until we meet again I love you Babe every day!