No friends

What's my mistake,
Why I'm guilty.
I have no friends,
But i have to pretend.
Am I worthy of it
No one wants to be a part of this,
But i have to 'cause there's no one for me.
I want to make friends,
But here everyone pretends.
Why i have to pretend its fine
I only need a friend who is just mine.

Its a point of time,
when there is no one in line.
The one thing i have is loneliness,perhaps
Everyone looks at me like I'm dangerous,
There were some friends of mine,
Who just pretended to be a friend,fine
Friends are not the one who just thinks about logic all along in your words.
They themselves are dumb,but
Thinks of everyone else as a dumb.
There are things that I know and
I know if i tell you what will you do.
Some people think that I'm rude,and
I am always in attitude.
But that's the way of me to keep a distance from some brats.