Muse

You are my muse
beautiful imperfections
Trauma caused misdirection
The pain to much for you to bare

You are tender and fragile
Sensitive and warm
Smile like the sun to brighten up a storm

Yet you never saw the real you ,surviving  so hard to get through
Not facing your pain because it was to challenging too

So you yearned for a rescue a way of escape because you weren’t able to fight the demons that you faced
 
 They chased  you around causing you to feel bound ,unworthy and ashamed

So you medicated to numb the pain, like a blood clot stain giving you anxiety and such mental drain

Only if you could see the person God created you to be fearfully and wonderfully made

You are my muse
Still like an inspirational melody feeding my soul.You were light and dark as both play it’s role
 
Dearly departed from your physical soul and care , breaks my heart knowing you aren’t there  I pray you rest easy in Gods loving arms.Now you are safe protected from harm