I weight

I weight mother natures cries and rusted air
I weight my mothers tears and my fathers fears  
    My brothers confusion
      And my other brothers departure
I weight the broken world of my brother and sisters dying by just the way they look..
     The future of my kind
             Or if I even survive
I weight my deepest desires of love ..
 the aching desire of wanting you
      the thought of having you in my arms
 And wanting you even tho you don’t want me
I weight not being able to save you
   The constant lies
      The miscommunication
         Or the fears of the malice that’s been placed in your heart
I weight you leaving me
       Not good enough
           Uneasy to love
                To bitter
I weight the mind and soul of a woman waving a storm ..that she has no stability to..