Hope

I don't care,
I am empty-handed.
I can't bare,
But I always wanted.
I want to start,
A new journey.
But I am apart,
I need Hope to fix me.
I can't ingnore,
The things I want to.
And therefore,
I am going through.
No bad and no good,
Just moving don't know where,
Just trying to be a good player.
No one knows,
These huddles and rows.
In search of hope,
That leads to the way.
I want to go but no one cares,
And so I still bare.
It's all so judgemental and traumitizing,
Deep inside I'm the one who's fighting.
These toxins I want to decline,
In search of hope that helps me to shine.
In search of HOPE,
That helps me COPE.